Portraits of me, in our world.

Wash away these chains.

I cant say much now. How am I feeling? I wish to pass this cup.

Few months left to my birthday, comes another shaking. I would love but not in romance.

I wish and sincerely hope for the ability to love and yet not feel angry or have bitterness upon betrayal. Not that I’m pessimistic but I dont want to fall short of the word love.

I like the feeling of this but the need to refrain and give room to things have led me to believe that I am still far from where I thought I am throughout these few years.

To be honest, I have given up some things that send wounds to my heart over this course.

But also through these wounds, I have learnt to rely on God more.I have learnt to be focus on How I want to love. I have learnt to guard my heart, and if not, my actions too. Time is indeed precious. At the nearing stage, if there is just one thing I can ask God to reward me would be the evident move and powerful demonstration of His Power and Word in the midst of His people.

What God has in His will for you, nobody  can take away. Not one thing that you have given to God, can He not give you more abundantly. Do not let me settle within your permissive will but bring me, guide me, such that I can enter your perfect will.

What is all of it in the end?
The right one will come at the right time.
In God, timing is very important. I will not go against what God had in mind.

Do not want to make haste nor waste the youth of others.

Now I just looking forward to be able to choose love in a way where betrayal doesn’t arouse hatred nor discomfort causes frustration. What better ways to learn than by friends and mainly family :P God loves us, and He knows that we’re worth it!

To God be all Glory and Praise! May your grace be upon, empower me to be a vessel of your Glory! Bestow to me strength and a careful heart! Do well in the exam!!! :) chiong ar!!

What made me forget everything? I feel like emoting at this hour of the day. Some thoughts or emotions coming to me that I don’t really understand but I really hope I don’t miss out on something. Feeling like I’m stuck in between something. God, bring me deliverance to this situation, this circumstances.

BABIES TASTING LEMONS FOR THE FIRST TIME

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R&D

The greatest story ever told. Relationship and Discipleship.
Love is a form of grace in itself.
You can gain someone’s favor by doing things and all but Love, you can.
Relationship and Discipleship. He who has a humble heart, God brings a mentor to him.
I pray that I will always learn to be humble. Just like Pastor David Cho. Age of 77, yearning for discipleship from his mentor. No wonder God is able to use him so mightily! Wilfred, won’t you learn that from this great man of God?

Negative Example of Spiritual Discernment.

Many times before what happened to my sister, i felt led to ask her if she would like to come for church but i brush those thoughts away, thinking that she will never want to and besides she will still be around for some time right?

I should have but i failed. Ive neglected to prompting of the Holy Spirit. I will learn to live in the spiritual discerning and accuracy ministering of the Holy Spirit. 

I believe that God has allow this encounter with Pastor Bill Johnson for a reason! I am going to lift the banner of God in signs and wonders. But surely, I would love to have believers that grow  in the presence of God that even without miracles, their faith will not be shaken.

 I want a cell group that will simply love. Not how much, nor how deep but simply love. Cant be described ; the depth and the length. Every 3 hrs, a fruit juice delivery. Amazing! If my members can do that for anyone that is in need as a cell group, that is how I know that my ministry has bear fruits. Fruits of love, patience, kindness and mercy. 

Open my heart and let your love and compassion fill the depths of it, God. Pastor shared something, “The power of God doesn’t rely on your ability but The power of God rely on your powerlessness.” Never felt so powerless before. Felt like my ministry and love tank for people just toppled and restart. 

Bill Johnson taught us to remember. I will recall them one at a time and be back to feed His sheep!

Dear Holy Spirit, 

Please bring to remembrance all the good things that I may learn to love and to give what I have gained in these years. In all things, I know that You are God. I love you, teach me and bring me up as a shepherd to have a heart that beats your love for people and compassion to them.